I'm always wrong, never right. I can never win. I try something one way and get reprimanded. I try the opposite and get shunned. I am a bad word, its the worst thing ever. I try to be nice, it is forgotten immediately. I'm confused.
Sometimes I just feel like crying. But then again, that's wrong, too.
I'm going to take a nap. I can't do anything wrong while I'm asleep. Or can I?
i hate change. i have never understood why a good thing can't stay the way it is. does it always turn ugly? well, in my experience, yes. thats unfortunate.
my biggest aggravation is change in people. how is this possible? it brings up the very eerie , how do you ever know who a person really is? i mean, someone can't really change so dramatically in a short period of time can they? my theory is that people run on emotions (and i figure im pretty safe to trust in that theory). at the start of something new, emotions are at a high and it feels like the best thing ever. then you come off that high and realize its really just so so. and then you want something better - more like that original high. but is that reality? i dont think so. everything has a down side, which mean nothing and no one is perfect. we have to learn to love what and who we have. sometimes, love just isnt enough.
ps. i think im a pretty classy girl, no matter what anyone else says.
i love the olympics. america is awesome.
is there really anything more to say?
yes.
i feel a little retarded every time the Star Spangled Banner is played and a US athlete has a medal placed around their neck. i get teary eyed, its true. but its a sense of pride. national love. i mean, we kind of are the greatest country ever. and i dont mean just in the olympics. (beceause china definitely rocked out the womens gymnastics, im not going to lie.) but really - despite the fact that we are trillions in debt and have two not-so-exciting candidates for president, our country rocks. id elaborate, but my stomach is yelling at me to feed it. and although i probably wont, considering it is 130 in the morning, i dont have the energy to think about why my country is 'da bomb,' let alone move my fingers excessively fast to type why it is 'da bomb.' so - i'll leave it at that.
ps. michael phelps is pretty awesome, too.
